As I look up into the dark and dery sky i see my soul and heart.
The Clouds are grey and black.
The rain falls from the sky, as never ending streams of tears fall from my face.
Thunder roars in the sky as my heart trys to rip itself apart.
Lighting flashes across the sky and is gone in a heart beat like the love in my life that i care so much about.
The rain turns to ice along with my heart.
The wind rips at me harshly turing me end over end, as my life follows.
The wind throws me into a rageing river as the curents pull me down into the black depths. I fight to reach the surface to the sunlight that used to be there. unseen hands reach and claw at my legs and arms holding me in place. My breath runs out my time is near, water pours down my lungs, the blackness closes in, the hands hold me tighter. I hear a voice in my head whispering to me "Your to late, you have lost her." With that I can see sunlight above the water, voices pass over the water,a girls laughter that i once heard long ago. A mans voice telling jokes. I see them look over the river bank into the water and stare at me, the man holding the girl close. With one final effort i try to break free to reach out to the girl i love but the unseen hands are to strong they hold me back, Blackness over comes my vision, coldness pearices my heart and soul. I feel nothing as whats left of my soul leaves my body, i see a smile on my lips. They will be good together, he will make her happy as i never could or can, I regret all I did not do.
Sun of Past -
Her beauty is second to none, but she dose not know it.
The Sun fills the sky warming the earth.
My Heart swells and warms as she raps her arms around me.
The Wind whispers softly through the tress.
Her Voice is gental and kind.
Tress cast their shadow's on the ground to protect aginst the hot summer days.
Her Hands hold mine softly giving me comfort when life is turned upside down.
The Rain falls gently to the ground.
My Heart fills with love with every day she is with me.
The grass provides a bed of comfort.
I drift into peaceful sleep when she lays her head upon me and holds me close.
